Everything I wished I own now owns me

Innocently I’ve bloomed into this weather

Naive, of the future and her heavy claws

 

Repeatedly I’ll ask myself

What if tomorrow comes and I can’t breathe

Will I dissolve into another realm within self

Standing face to face

With this unsettling chaos, alone

 

Heartaches, tired feet, lost eyes

Ominous, yet harvesting myself to fuel the light

It grief and thrills me that nothing lasts endlessly

Might even wake up a fish, drowned

 

Some days I need time to wash away like soaps

Some days I need time to stay broken forever

Other days I wish I stay here cocooning in silence.